I am a single mother with three children. I have been single for 9 years. I have been in and out of relationships since then. I am not bitter towards men, but am trying to not repeat mistakes I have made in the past. I want to be loved. I want to love a man again. I am not desperate, but I do miss that companionship.
I belong to a religion that frowns on "intimate relations" outside of marriage. So, I try really hard not to do those things, but I am a woman who enjoys those things. Men always seem to want to do them and get upset with me when I wont. Occassionally, I lose control and do something stupid, but then get really frustrated with myself afterwards.
I just graduated from college with a Bachelors of Science. I went to school, so I could support my family. At this time though, I am afraid I am going to lose our home, and everything we own. Finances have been such a struggle.
I have a large, supportive family. I feel sometimes though that I use them too much, and they are tired of me and all my problems.
I just want to use this as maybe a journal for me to get my feelings out there, without burdening someone, or getting them frustrated with me again. Sometimes, I make stupid mistakes. I try to stay optimistic, but there are times even i need to vent.
Have a great day! Hope to see you again.
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