bitterness

I try really hard not to be bitter. I want to be happy for other people. I have been brought up that way, so I dont know why I get so bitter sometimes...but sometimes I do.
There is this gorgeous lady who goes to church with me. I didnt even know she was single. She is very well off financially, so she can get her hair done, wear designer clothes and afford to pay attention to her looks. She has only been single maybe 2 years. Yet she just announced today she is engaged! Everyone is so happy for her! And of course he is a wonderful man!
It seems the women who have money never stay single long. Those of us who are broke might as well give up ever finding true love.
We have many men who want to have sex with us. I got 3 offers alone this week! I dont want to have sex until I am married, these men know that, yet they still persist!!!!
I am attractive, educated, kind woman. (despite my occasional bitterness) I just want someone to appreciate me for who I am, who will also give me the things my heart needs. I dont want someone I met online who was looking for sex. I dont want someone who is still married. I dont want someone who likes to drink with his buddies more than being with me. Am I crazy?
This too shall pass. I shall be happy and loving and wonderful again tomorrow! I will find my love someday, and if not I am happy with myself. I am an amazing woman!!! Good luck all. I hope you are able to find true love, however, expect me too be just a little jealous! ;)